Trapped in this cage,
you put me into.
Feels like hell,
but in color.
Tastes
of resentment
and bitter.
-
Mum, they don't like me,
the way you made me.
Mum, they don't love me,
the way you shaped me.
Mum, they go away,
like you did,
when I was only 3.
Mum, they don't accept me,
no one ever has,
not even me.
you?
Mum, I lost him,
because I didn't believe
that I deserve him.
Mum, you taught me,
that love is what you see
and I was always in the dark
for you.
Mum, I'm fat.
Mum, I'm failing.
Mum, I'm getting old.
Mum, you never gave me a chance,
Like you never gave one yourself,
Mum, I can't stay in this room,
with you.
I need to breathe,
the air of freedom,
I've craved since I was 16.
Mum, one day I'll break the shackles,
and see your prison
from afar.
You don't deserve me.
But you deserve peace.
I just can't stay,
here,
next to you,
while you're dying inside.
Mum, you'll be disappointed in me,
but it won't be the first time.
Mum, I am a flower.
And you hid the sun.
You never let me grow,
You were afraid of what I would
turn out to be.
Mum, blame it on me,
But set me free.
