Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Ever searching for the one.

Simera eklapsa..
fovamai ton eauto mou. na proxwrisw. na se afisw pisw. exw megalwsei me tous fovous mou, einai mesa mou o,ti kai an kanw.
H anyparksia, h axristia einai pepoithiseis pou exoun rizwsei kai einai ena me ton Vasili.

Kserw pws kapoia mera, pou den tha argisei, tha eimai eutuxismenos. Tha koitaw pisw stis dyskoles meres kai tha xamogelaw. Tha eimai stin aggalia sou kai tha skeftomai poso vareti mou fainotan i monaksia. Poso anousia, mounti kai axrwmi, xwris zwi, xwris noima.. Ton teleutaio xrono exw kanei prospatheies na pesw apo to 'roz synnefaki' sto opoio vriskomai. Katalavainw pleon oti oi prospatheies itan xwris apotelesma. Den borw kai den thelw na to dw alliws. Den borw kai den dynamai na to dw diaforetika. Akoma kai an eimai 100 xronwn, tha zisw auto pou thelw, opws to thelw. Tha xei aksia kai tha simainei..isws ta panta. Alla akoma kai an den simainei tipota, tha kserw pws i kardia mou, i psyxi kai i zwi mou itan ekei, estw kai gia ena deuterolepto. O xoros einai gia dyo. Apla den exei paiksei akoma to tragoudi mou..


Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one.


Prin apo 6 mines...ena vrady pou perpatousa, akouga auto to tragoudi, kai eida ston ourano ena asteri, pio megalo kai pio fwteino apo ola ta alla. Skeftika oti auto to asteri eisai esy. Se oneireutika. Me ekanes eutuxismeno, estw kai gia mia stigmi. Gemises ti psyxi mou, roz petaloudes.

Epeita, vgika eksw.. se epsaksa. Vrika an8rwpous me maskes san ti diki sou. Tous plisiasa. Tous erwteutika. Evgala tis maskes kai meta apo ligo katalava oti kaneis apo autous den eisai esy. Katalava oti kaneis pote den tha einai toso kalos oso esy. Katalava oti isws den yparxeis.. kai den tha yparkseis pote. Auto me ekane na dakrysw.

O kathe an8rwpos psaxnei to asteri tou. Symvivazomaste. Zoume stigmes.
Thelw na zisw anousies, symvivasmenes stigmes. Varethika na se psaxnw, asteri. Eisai apla sto myalo mou. Kai se auto to tragoudi. Lypamai, alla dn yparxeis.