Tuesday, December 30, 2008

christmas decorations & after-party depression

Auti einai i katara twn giortwn..

Eite tha eisai mesa stin kali xara, pnigmenos se filous kai stolidia kai tha akous ta kseskonismena tragoudia tis Mariah Carey anoigontas ta typika xristougenniatika dwra,

Eite tha eisai mesa sto spiti, tyligmenos me tin kouverta sou kai ena potiri krasi kai tha akous kai pali ta kseskonismena tragoudia tis Mariah Carey..

Tin Mariah den ti glitwneis !

Giati eimai ypoxrewmenos na eimai xaroumenos, mono kai mono epeidi einai giortes? de goustarw!
eimai synaxwmenos kai arketa apogoitevmenos. Xreiazomai pragmatika ti douleia sta Evergreen. Einai auto pou tha xrimatodotisei tis spoudes mou stin Agglia. Xreiazomai mia allagi, kai kati pou tha me kanei na ksexastw, na proxwrisw, na katharisw to myalo mou (to opoio exw talaipwrisei arketa, lately).

FEVGW.
Opws exw pei, tipota den me krataei pia edw. Oute ta xristougenniatika labionia, oute to kammeno dentro sto syntagma, oute ta ili8ia dwra pou pira kai pali, oi kartes me tis typou-afierweseis (se fash, mana, ela na mou ta peis brosta mou, vare8ika na ta diavazw se kartes kathe xrono), oute i anamnisi sou. Kai nai, gia kapoious eimai ypervolikos, alla gia mena eimai apla o eautos mou. Kourastika & varethika.. den perimena oti tha einai toso dyskolo na vreis douleia. Ti skata kanw lathos?

Den ginetai na kanw lathi pantou. Kai sti douleia, kai stin proswpiki mou zwi, kai pantou.. elpizw, elpizw...
ta epomena xristougenna tha eimai diplos
kai stin Agglia.
telos

and it will pretty sure feel like christmas.