Ever searching for the one.

Simera eklapsa..
fovamai ton eauto mou. na proxwrisw. na se afisw pisw. exw megalwsei me tous fovous mou, einai mesa mou o,ti kai an kanw.
H anyparksia, h axristia einai pepoithiseis pou exoun rizwsei kai einai ena me ton Vasili.

Kserw pws kapoia mera, pou den tha argisei, tha eimai eutuxismenos. Tha koitaw pisw stis dyskoles meres kai tha xamogelaw. Tha eimai stin aggalia sou kai tha skeftomai poso vareti mou fainotan i monaksia. Poso anousia, mounti kai axrwmi, xwris zwi, xwris noima.. Ton teleutaio xrono exw kanei prospatheies na pesw apo to 'roz synnefaki' sto opoio vriskomai. Katalavainw pleon oti oi prospatheies itan xwris apotelesma. Den borw kai den thelw na to dw alliws. Den borw kai den dynamai na to dw diaforetika. Akoma kai an eimai 100 xronwn, tha zisw auto pou thelw, opws to thelw. Tha xei aksia kai tha simainei..isws ta panta. Alla akoma kai an den simainei tipota, tha kserw pws i kardia mou, i psyxi kai i zwi mou itan ekei, estw kai gia ena deuterolepto. O xoros einai gia dyo. Apla den exei paiksei akoma to tragoudi mou..


Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one.


Prin apo 6 mines...ena vrady pou perpatousa, akouga auto to tragoudi, kai eida ston ourano ena asteri, pio megalo kai pio fwteino apo ola ta alla. Skeftika oti auto to asteri eisai esy. Se oneireutika. Me ekanes eutuxismeno, estw kai gia mia stigmi. Gemises ti psyxi mou, roz petaloudes.

Epeita, vgika eksw.. se epsaksa. Vrika an8rwpous me maskes san ti diki sou. Tous plisiasa. Tous erwteutika. Evgala tis maskes kai meta apo ligo katalava oti kaneis apo autous den eisai esy. Katalava oti kaneis pote den tha einai toso kalos oso esy. Katalava oti isws den yparxeis.. kai den tha yparkseis pote. Auto me ekane na dakrysw.

O kathe an8rwpos psaxnei to asteri tou. Symvivazomaste. Zoume stigmes.
Thelw na zisw anousies, symvivasmenes stigmes. Varethika na se psaxnw, asteri. Eisai apla sto myalo mou. Kai se auto to tragoudi. Lypamai, alla dn yparxeis.

christmas decorations & after-party depression

Auti einai i katara twn giortwn..

Eite tha eisai mesa stin kali xara, pnigmenos se filous kai stolidia kai tha akous ta kseskonismena tragoudia tis Mariah Carey anoigontas ta typika xristougenniatika dwra,

Eite tha eisai mesa sto spiti, tyligmenos me tin kouverta sou kai ena potiri krasi kai tha akous kai pali ta kseskonismena tragoudia tis Mariah Carey..

Tin Mariah den ti glitwneis !

Giati eimai ypoxrewmenos na eimai xaroumenos, mono kai mono epeidi einai giortes? de goustarw!
eimai synaxwmenos kai arketa apogoitevmenos. Xreiazomai pragmatika ti douleia sta Evergreen. Einai auto pou tha xrimatodotisei tis spoudes mou stin Agglia. Xreiazomai mia allagi, kai kati pou tha me kanei na ksexastw, na proxwrisw, na katharisw to myalo mou (to opoio exw talaipwrisei arketa, lately).

FEVGW.
Opws exw pei, tipota den me krataei pia edw. Oute ta xristougenniatika labionia, oute to kammeno dentro sto syntagma, oute ta ili8ia dwra pou pira kai pali, oi kartes me tis typou-afierweseis (se fash, mana, ela na mou ta peis brosta mou, vare8ika na ta diavazw se kartes kathe xrono), oute i anamnisi sou. Kai nai, gia kapoious eimai ypervolikos, alla gia mena eimai apla o eautos mou. Kourastika & varethika.. den perimena oti tha einai toso dyskolo na vreis douleia. Ti skata kanw lathos?

Den ginetai na kanw lathi pantou. Kai sti douleia, kai stin proswpiki mou zwi, kai pantou.. elpizw, elpizw...
ta epomena xristougenna tha eimai diplos
kai stin Agglia.
telos

and it will pretty sure feel like christmas.

this is the end

poia einai i aparxi tis agapis?
pou vasizomaste otan leme oti 'agapame' kapoion?
einai to syblirwmatiko? to diaforetiko? oi anamniseis? ta oneira kai oi fantasiwseis?
i mipws tipota apo ola auta?

koitas ton allo sta matia kai auto se gemizei.. kai auto einai agapi
noiazesai
anapneeis
yparxeis
gia ton allo

kai telika pefteis se mia terastia trypa
kai euxesai na allazes ti 'skinothesia'
alla o ithopoios tis zwis sou eisai esy
kai egw

The End

Review: Kilians - Kill The Kilians

Oi Kilians einai 5 neoi germanoi apo to Dinslaken. To 2005 ixografisan to prwto tous EP kai ekanan support stous ,episis germanous, Tomte stin 'Spring Tour' (2006). To line-up twn Kilians einai: Simon den Hartog (vocals), Dominic Lorberg (guitar), Gordian Scholz (bass), Michael Schuermann (drums) and Arne Schult (guitar).


O hxos tous xaraktirizetai indie rock & alternative kai se polla shmeia mou thymizoun tous amerikanous Strokes. Symfwna me reviews kai eidikous tou eidous, oi Kilians tha borousan aneta na xaraktiristoun ws 'The next best Arctic Monkeys'. Vevaia, o Alex Turner kai i poreia tou me tous Monkeys einai kati to opoio dyskola ftanetai, an oxi ksepernietai. Tous Kilians tous 'anakalypsa', sto München, perysi ton Aprili, kai amesws bikan sto ipod mou.

Worth 2 download:

When will I ever get home
Dizzy
Fight the start
Enforce yourself
Jealous lover

image decorations & stolen christmas

Simera exoume giortes
kai panigiria...
variemai ypervolika, giati einai ola toso typika ftiagmena etsi wste na fas kai na katanalwseis mexri na min boreis parapanw. Mexri na skaseis, koinws. Anarwtiemai giati se auti ti xwra psaxnoume aformes gia na vriskomaste kai na trwme, lol.

H x8esini vradia mou itan gia petama. Ta plana mou gia indie rock night sto decadence akyrwthikan, teleutaia stigmi. Apo ta nevra mou espasa tin porta tis ntoulapas. H porta tis ntoulapas eixe eswteriko kathrefti. Otan tin evgala eksw, eida pws pragmatika eimai kai oxi ena paramorfwmeno eidwlo apo tous mikrous tetragwnous kathreftes pou exw ston toixo kai synithws koitaw. Telika kalo mou ekane ^^

Thelw desperately ena strimeno craven. anyone? pinw to prwino mou green tea kai goustarw!

Lately, ta pragmata exoun, eutuxws, allaksei. Einai sigoura kalytera apo to parel8on, einai sigoura xeirotera apo to mellon. Gt eimai sigouros oti tha pane akoma kalytera!

Diavazw to 'The Trouble Boy' tou Tom Dolby. To proteinw se olous tous 20 something, gay readers, me ethismo stin tekila lemoni ;)

paw na stripsw tsigaraki

spread the love mates

I love you not

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter.
And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better.
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Family in crisis that only grows older.
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken, but I am hoping.
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me's dying.
And these are, these are, the
confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes you polo sweater.
I dream of another you, one who would never.
Never, leave me alone to pick up the pieces. Daddy to hold me, that's what I needed.

So,why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to.
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Cause these are, these are,
the confessions....of a broken heart
Of a broken heart

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I ... I ... I ...
I love you!

not

do you want a piece of me?

i'm mr. your faggot dream
since i was just thirteen
beaten up to the shit
i sneaked away into my own dreams
they still gonna talk about me in a way they only see to exist
you want a piece of me?
you want a piece of me...

i'm mr. i-got-depression
been there and learnt a lesson
I guess I can’t see no harm
In working and love your mama
And with the scars on my back
I’m still an exception
And you want a piece of me...

I’m Mr.Rusty, one word: i forgive you
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mr. Oh my God He's Gay, let's beat him
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mr. I-don't-give-a-shit-about
(You want a piece of me)
If you ever think i'm fat or thin or 'out'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mr.Rusty, one word: i forgive you
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mr. Oh my God He's Gay, let's beat him
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mr. I-don't-give-a-shit-about
(You want a piece of me)
If you think i'm fat or thin or 'out'
(You want a piece of me)


I’m Mr. most likely to end up dead
While i'm just kissing my boyfriend, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
Causing panic to your tiny head(shit)

I mean, please, do you want a piece of me?

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