new era

H zwh pernaei.......... tik tak tik tak tik tak. Lepto pros lepto, gemizw ebeiries, skepseis kai oramata, allazw idees, pagiwnw apopseis, peftw kai ksanashkwnomai. Zw to paixnidi ths idias mou ths zwhs, zhtaw tous kanones gia na ypakousw alla den yparxoun..den yparxei tipota pio pragmatiko apo tin petsa mou kai tin psyxh mou. Tipota pio alh8ino apo to synais8hma pou me kataklyzei otan vlepw ta agaphmena mou proswpa xaroumena.

Exw yparskei alazonas kai egwisths sto parel8on, pragmata ta opoia kapoia stigmh entopisa ston eauto mou kai ta sixa8hka. O egwkentrismos se kanei na xaneis pragmata..pi8anes filies, sxeseis, stigmes. Sto telos katalavaineis oti h ousia vrisketai stis sxeseis sou me tous allous kai oxi toso ston idio sou ton eauto. This is the price that you pay, for being smart in a stupid way. (Ashlee Simpson, 'Undiscovered' movie)



Merikes fores skeftomai............
Giati ta oneira mou na einai toso rhxa?

Den fantasiwnomai koinwnikh isothta, anypakoh kai politikes metarry8miseis, opws para polloi synomhlikoi mou.

Den exw to orama tis oikogeneias sto myalo mou. Dhlwnw kata tou gamou kai tis desmeushs alla kata va8os fovamai na meinw monos. -_-

Den exw megalh idea gia ton eauto mou. Den me endiaferei na apokthsw lefta oute na exw dynamh. I just wanna be myself, kai auto kapoies fores ypotimatai.


aanyways.^^

Avrio

Avrio arxizei praktika h ekstastikh mou. To pio vareto pragma ston kosmo, an laveis yp'opsin oti h sxolh mou den me ksetrellainei.pff.
Dyo ma8hmata gia prwth mera den einai apla vanauso? eh?
Eutuxws..thn pempth exw kanonisei gia tin ek8esh graffiti sto kentro kai I CANT WAIT XD
Elpizw na vgalw kapoies kales pics wste na postarw edw kai na tis 8aumasoume oloi mazi ^^

Shmera to prwi eixa ena dema apo ton taxydromo. O Telly mou esteile dwro gene8liwn mia tabakiera kai exw hdh stripsei 10 tsigara ;D thanx thanx

Apo x8es exw allaksei 3,543,556 fores ta kadra ston toixo mou. Exw ftasei se ena shmeio pou ta exw kremasei ola kai ais8anomai san na eimai sta applebee's <_< nomizw oti 8a ta ksekremasw ola kai 8a afhsw to kommeno skateboard lol.

To savvato pou mas perase katevhka psyrrh me enan filo mou. Giname ligo goal, xD alla eixe gelio. Eixa na me8ysw para poly kairo. Kai, synama, eida kai gnwrisa apo konta to miso myspace. Good times.

Loipon!

Greeklish will do. Yeh yeh,
giati vare8hka to allo blog kai auto edw ta spaei arketa, opote den allazw. <_<

Variemai na koimi8w (giati arage?) kai borw me sigouria na pw oti eimai idrwmenos.

Telika oi "the Used" einai poly gamato sygkrothma xD. Katevasa tin diskografia tous, kai apo ta liga pou exw akousei, exw parei mia prwth apopsh ..

Avrio exei semfe to programma, 8a vrexei kiolas, ola ta $$.. To diavasma stin vivlio8hkh einai TOSO vareto. Oloi einai agalmata kai fovamai pws an tous akoubisw 8a spasoun. Parallhla, anarwtiemai, PWS ginetai ka8e fora na akougomai mono egw otan gyrizw me apa8eia tis selides tou tetradiou kai otan skizw ta fylla? Pwleitai kapou sigastiras? ;p

To soufle pou mageirepsa gia to trapezi to apogevma, eixe megalh epityxia! yay.
Vevaia, eixe kotopoulo, diladi gamisa tis vegetarian arxes mou, alla as elpisoume oti itan apla mia mikrh paren8esh^^

To savvato, pigame sto Play, kai nai, itan poly poly wraia. Genika den ais8anomai kai poly aneta na vgainw alla to palevw. I guess it will feel better, otan 8a exw xasei kapoia kila.^^

Anyway, ta matia mou tsouzoun kai oi fakoi mou 8olwsan pou shmainei, time to go to bed!

loved my first greeklish post xD

yourself.

I'm about to go to bed. I had another boring day. I slept all day, I went out for a coffee, and I ended up here.
I'm always talking about how much I want to get back to where I used to be; now that thought seems so far away. 3 years after my rise, 3 years after my sweet sixteen. I wish things would last forever; but alongside time comes knowledge. Better knowledge of my very own self, my thoughts and my nightmares. It's weird, how much there actually IS in us, and we can't even see or just ignore it.
I see people around me that are refusing to deal with the past or with their truth, by turning one big lie into their reality; and it's at that point that I say "Welcome to my truth". That's me, hate me or love me. If you're willing to become my friend, then you'll get both my good and my bad. It's so much better when you're being honest, when you are being yourself, when you act spontaneously. Some consider it the key to happiness. I'd just say it is what one should live for.

Opportunities

Where do they come from? Who gives them to us? Who takes them away? Is it just luck, preciously renamed into god? Coincidence? or just the results of hard work?

I believe, that opportunities is what we fight for; an opportunity for a better education, a chance for a higher-paid job, a great love.. Things come and go; we may have to prepare things before we're given an opportunity.

Hard work. Is that it?

And how do we get to achieve that amount of work?
I think it takes enough concentration on your target. You have to have set a target actually. It's the only way.

So..what's my target?