change your mind;

not always easy; changing your mind, your whole perception of things, the way you react under different circumstances. You seek love; you get love; you get sick of love and you finally realise that many people will love you but really few will make you part of their soul. That's what I've been looking for years; everywhere. And when I found something, someone that reached the top of my heart, I fell down on my knees when I realised that distance is something you simply can't ignore in this world of ours. I can surely say that I prefer geographical distance to emotional distance. There have been many times that I've felt completely alone while being among friends; that's why I've realised that mental contact is so much harder to achieve than physical contact.

Changing subject..I can't explain why I'm so attracted by urban landscapes and the urban environment in general. I can stand there, staring at highway roads, buildings, bus stops, graffiti artworks, baggy pants and buses. Urban art though is what I'm mostly fascinated by. I can spend hours searching for artworks in Deviantart [www.deviantart.com]. I love this site. <3

Today, we are supposed to celebrate. It's a greek custom. Oh, all I can say is that I'm disgusted by social stupidities. When's something's rotten, you can't make it shine.
I'm gonna finish this with one of my favourite lyrics:
"Tell me why are we so blind to see that the ones we hurt are you and me."

Peace

this is too deep...

just too deep.
Im bored/sick/tired of staying up late, thinking about myself and my parents. I hate eating a lot. I hate being bored and not doing my homework. I hate not going to the gym.
Life is not that bad. Think of the good things is something one would say. I have to focus on the positive things in my life. Erase the past..or better deal with it.I've been through a lot, i've survived all things. I was down, now Im going up.
Damn i hate all this drama.....ive always been a positive guy. I hate depression, its final. =P
Lately, ive been skipping classes. All i want to do is sleep in the morning. That's because i stay up late thinking and thinking. IM DONE THINKING. Its useless.
Im bored of this. I will write more later.
xxx<3

3am

Hey there!
Its saturday night. Im here writing stuff on my blog. I love my blog, it makes me feel safe.
Tomorrow, im hosting a party for my friends. I have cooked so many things, i hope everything will go great. I want it to!
I will describe how this went later.^^
Last night we went to kouklaki, it was fun but expensive.*ouch* lol.
Anws, i dont feel that much creative right now, so im gonna head to bed.<3
x

Where is the love?

Its been a while since I last posted here. Been here and there, my laptop is crashed, my life is getting better.
I decided to add a walk to my daily routine. Its good for my health.my body and much better for my spirit. I get the chance to think..of myself, my problems, my life, my attitude, my parents.
This semester I thought I should put some effort on my studies. I've neglected it for a whole year. Its time for my comeback.^^
I seriously love my friends. I love everyone I can share things with. My problem is that when someone comes really close to me and wants to help me. Then I try to push him aside. =/ I dunno why. Or maybe i know...maybe I simply dont want to be saved. Sometimes I feel like I dont deserve to. Blaming me for all these years won't go away that easily.
I think Im really really romantic. I would wait for the right person to come; dedicate songs on the phone; give flowers xD. I wanna fly away..with the one I love. with the one I dream of. and never come back.
Sometimes I dont put much effort on my friendships. I would love to have a best friend. But I dont..meaning someone that you can tell anything and have a brother-relationship. I love some of my friends, but we dont have that kind of relationship. And my Telly is far far away. Although he's always in my <3.
I wanna share love. Come and get me. Hurry up!

Thank You

how 'bout getting off of these antibiotics
how 'bout stopping eating when i'm full up
how 'bout them transparent dangling carrots
how 'bout that ever elusive kudo

thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence

how 'bout me not blaming you for everything
how 'bout me enjoying the moment for once
how 'bout how good it feels to finaly forgive you
how 'bout grieving it all one at a time

thank you india
thank you terror
thank you disillusionment
thank you frailty
thank you consequence
thank you thank you silence

the moment I let go of it was the moment
i got more than i could handle
the moment I jumped off of it
was the moment I touched down

how 'bout no longer being masochistic
how 'bout remembering your divinity
how 'bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
how 'bout not equating death with stopping

thank you india
thank you providence
thank you disillusionment
thank you nothingness
thank you clarity
thank you thank you silence
ohohh..